* I love you... Gerard*
* I'm Nearly Loosing my Patience *
Wow! Two topics to share.
Understand. Patience. Respect. Is it that hard? What more? TRUST. It's just so difficult for me to understand him all the time. I just don't know if he understands me too. Understand: Give "last" chances, to forgive what he just said, being HIM and forget everything that just happened. Patience: Big sacrifice, prayer, hope and strength. Respect: His thoughts, His attitude, His words and HIM.
Lack of Trust in me. *Shoxx.. Out of a hundred of my Patience, 70% no more patience and 30% more of patience. A 'lil respect.
I don't like people saying things ahead of me. What I mean was, you say things ahead of what you think I'll say next. Well most of the things you think I'll say are "so" not accurate. I dont know, I just hate people doing that to me. It gets into my nerves. You know me, i'm nice [sorry for being "kapal", I just can't express it] but once you blow off my head, damn your sorry. It'll be so hard for me to forgive and forget what you have done to me.
Perfect? No one is perfect unless your powerful and great as God.
I just want to help you. I want to help you change and be a better person. I want to erase the old name you had before and renew it with the same name. I want you to be refresh. His attitude is so different. It's so hard to handle. It's so hard to explain to him how his attitude is. I don't get mad easily, but he makes me loose my patience. It's so hard for me to let him understand.
STOP being CHILDISH. It's time for you to grow up and be a man! CHANGE! Renew yourself. I'm willing to help you. But please do your part and help me change you. I really love you. Hope you just understand. I don't want to repeat what are the things you have to change. I said a million times. Please. I want to keep you. But if you want to keep me too, just change. You deserve to be more than what you are.
*** I love you
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... Are you really happy,girl?
+ + this is for Curl"S2"_Chick + +
What if you find out that 'THAT' guy you like so much doesn't feel the same way you do? How would you react to that then? Would be able to handle it? I guess it'll be very hard for you. If I were you, think. Think very well how things will go when you have decided to do something that in the end you'll regret it too. It's not all about the looks. Its how HE treats you. Are you even sure that he's really nice to you? Or are you even sure HE really likes you? You better watch out girl. Becoz, everything will turn out the way you dont expect at all.
hmm... It's really sad that you wouldn't even try to find someone who doesn't have to be so handsome or too hot. Just stick to the guy who cares about you. You don't have to be picky when you really want to have a "boyfriend" or a guy that who would love you than you expected. Well I dont know about you. What I think, you should wait for the right time. It's just around the corner, just wait. Really, it'll just come and there! Your dream came true. | 
